again...

im obsessing

again and

again

HARD TO GET OUT

deep-seated doubt, hard to get out

ticking

deep down,

set the clock for ruination

i'll keep picking

afro-picking

cotton-picking

lock-picking

till i dig the anchor

proving the pause is a fear born yesterday

praise the universe. stayed up all night

6/3/12 12:15pm

I've decided on a new feature. It's an exercise in controlled expression, as opposed to wild ungoverned expression.

I will be writing messages to someone but I will not be sending those messages out. the point of the messages is after all to satisfy myself, either through the expression of the message or from the reaction it receives or both.

Since at least one part of that goal can be satisfied just by producing the message, I might as well satisfy myself by myself. besides, i've no indication the intended recipient would take my messages anyway.

The person will be referred to as "NO one". "NO one the scorpio"

this is the first.

To "NO"

I'ved decided to send quotes and writings to you in the hope of expressing my feeling at the moment in relation to you. Sometimes the words will be mine, this time, not.


“The cure for boredom is curiosity.There is no cure for curiosity.” - Dorothy Parker

seeya later NO

-JSJ